Thursday, February 26, 2004

Sex with Sue

Ok I had a MOST disturbing dream lastnight...several actually after falling into a coma that only comes from lots exercise (I ran 10k) or drugs.

So in my dream my hubby and I are doing the nasty (the details of which nearly put ME off my feed....nearly). And suddenly I look over and RIGHT beside (I mean knees touching the bed) the bed is Sue Johanson sitting in chair! WATCHING US! And doing her Sue Johanson kind of weirdness. Husband and I try to ignore her. And try to continue with our romp but when I look back over at her she is now talking CALLS! (for those you don't know Sue, she has a tv/radio show were people phone in with questions about sex).
WHAT THE?
I woke going...what the hell does that mean? I mean...she is not a hot sexy woman.
I am a little disturbed. ...clearly.

help

Wednesday, February 25, 2004

I could say it but I can't

Kids have been sick this week. I have not left my house since Sunday. SUNDAY!!!

More later..in the mean time
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Friday, February 20, 2004

5k Friday runderwear runderwear runderwear

Can i just let you all know that I LOVE my runderwear...LOVE EM!
No nasty sweatiness after a long or short run. I will cherish for many KM to come.
AND I am thinking they will kick ASS on my mountain bike this summer.

5km Friday...was harder than I thought. At km 4 I was thinking how the hell did I go 5k MORE than this on wednesday? How is it possible that 9k is easier than 5?
I don't get it.

Oh well...running in TO this weekend...should be fun...better be fun and it better be dry.

Thursday, February 19, 2004

May the Good Lord deliver me

So on March Break I am taking my family to my parent's house. Originally I planned on staying for a week, Chris coming back to get me the following weekend.
I have NOW revised the plan, being recently reminded of how much of a BIATCH my mother can be! So I think instead of a Friday too following Sunday type thing, we will do a Friday till Tuesday type thing.
Because I mean really. My mother will get sick of me and my children by then. Claiming I am taking advantage of them or some such horseshit.
Plus I have my sister's husband-ish person to deal with.
He is lower than pond scum. So I will easily have offended him by then (god willing).

Anyway...ran 9k lastnight...felt AWESOME of course.
Next week is the last week of our clinic. 10k!

And dinner our to celebrate

HUZZAH!

Tuesday, February 17, 2004

Shin splints suck big ones

Monday, February 16, 2004

I am about to lose my shit at my neighbours. Their dog will not stop barking! Who just lets their dog bark and bark and bark. MY BABY IS SLEEPING PEOPLE! This is critical nap time!

I hate those neighbours. And I hate their little dog too

oh my gosh golly

Godhead, someone read my blog. I can only assume someone found me cause of the reference to sex in my last post. HA! That's funny.

I am hating this font more and more with every character I type.

Nothing exciting here lately really. Sunday was boring. Grocery shopping highlighted the day. Next came home made lasagna. WOW that's exciting stuff

Tonight is a mother-fucking-cold run night. WHY am I doing this to myself? I will never know..well I do know..I want a runner's ass. that 's why I do it. DAMN I want a runner's ass. I think it's coming. Not quite there..still a little lard on it but it's in there somewhere. SCREAMING to be out! maybe it wants leather pants. Who to say. I AM sure it want's a two piece bathing suit. Unfortunately the runner's tummy is NO where to be found.

Alas

Sunday, February 15, 2004

Valentine's Day Nookie

So hubby and I exchanged Valentine's this year for the first time in, I think our whole relationship. I think.
Anyway, I got him some cologne and a sexy little teddy and thong (ick) undies for me to wear.
He got me....runderwear. And I am not saying that I won't (exchange them) love them and (return them) run happily in them for years to come. However, they are NOT the most romantic Valentine ever.
But I guess it's the thought (?) that counts.

And anyway, we just had hot monkey love on the couch..hubba hubba....how's THAT for a valentine
Considering there is any HEAT in the monkey love at all after 10 yrs I think we are doing pretty darned good.

Thursday, February 12, 2004

must sleep

MAN OH MAN! I have not slept in 3 nights. I need sleep. BAD. I am not with it today at all. I can't figure out what the baby wants (probably for me to get off the computer) so I just keep giving him food. HE is all sticky from strawberries. I've totally lost the dog, I think she is locked in a room upstairs....not going up to check anytime soon. I need sleep. I've had 100 cups of tea today and i am still tired.

Good run lastnight...i was tired...sleepy tired not legs tired. But it was awesome, I am enjoying longer runs. ALMOST there!

I am breaking out the big guns tonight....taking a sleeping pill or 7


Wednesday, February 11, 2004

a run day

today I run, which makes me very pleased.

I just made myself a salad and found a teeny tiny fly on the lettuce...I am still eating it. Is that bad?

I am hearing odd noises from my front step...NOT investigating.

I am the most boring person alive today


forgive me

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

Let them eat.....cheese

So my son has a friend over...his friend is a little.....ummmm,....weird.
But he is a nice kid. However, I have a general pet peeve that involves children that are not my own asking for food. I HATE THAT! And never fail, this kid will ask for a snack. today's visit is happening very close to our dinner time and when he asked for a snack I said no....dinner is soon...and he says "well I don't until real late at me house"
!
oh

What hell am I supposed to say to that? I gave them a cheese string thing and sent them away to play gamecube.
! I hope my child doesn't do that at his house...and I know most people will say OH yes HE DOES! My only saving grace being that Brendan is the PICKYEST! eater ever! With a capital P.

And if I find out otherwise I will kill him!

So it's almost 1pm...my dinner for tonight is cooking, my baby should be up for lunch soon, and I have already gotten an encouraging email from my running coach! Life is oddly good today.

I have only been running for about 7 months....we started with a walk/run program for 5k and are now working our mileage up to 10k...we did 9k lastnight, that was supposed to be 8.5k but I obsessively clocked it out and it is definitely 9km. So 9k is done wiping my hands in the air DONE and we rocked through it. It was hilly and hard and long but really great.

And by the end of it no one was asking to be pushed into traffic, and that my friends is the sign of a good run.

So it's almost 1pm...my dinner for tonight is cooking, my baby should be up for lunch soon, and I have already gotten an encouraging email from my running coach! Life is oddly good today.

I have only been running for about 7 months....we started with a walk/run program for 5k and are now working our mileage up to 10k...we did 9k lastnight, that was supposed to be 8.5k but I obsessivly clocked it out and it is definetly 9km. So 9k is done wiping my hands in the air DONE and we rocked through it. It was hilly and hard and long but really great.

And by the end of it no one was asking to be pushed into traffic, and that my friends is the sign of a good run.

in-FUCKING-somnia

I hate insomnia...hate it. Another reason I run..it usually kicks my ass to sleep. Not tonight apparently.
I have to get up and be Mommy in the morning...I am going to suck at that.
I should be asleep.
I hate this.
I need drugs to help me sleep....but I hate that feeling too and I hate how it feels in the morning.

HELP!

Monday, February 09, 2004

Ok so yeah...9-km tonight. I am ABSO-FUCKING-LUTLEY fabulous! It was long and it was hard but I DID NOT walk! And I was NOT the slowest...not EVEN close the the slowest.

Endorphines are my friend....they can be your friend to...come on try it...you'll like it...everyone's doing it.

heh.

You know what I look forward to most about tonight's run? That super exhausted feeling that hits my entire body at about 10pm...and I know that chances are...tonight I will sleep without aide of any kind. AND that fact that the chocolate cream pie from this morning will be long long burned.
(I hope)

Dana is so cool. I love her.

The Baby is sleeping...he will be up soon. I have to think about what to feed him for lunch. I am think left over spaghetti..cause i LOVE spaghetti and so does he. Plus I am running about 9k tonight so I figure I need the carbs (but probably NOT the piece of chocolate cream pie I just totally scarfed).

I should clean my house. I don't want to. It likes being cluttered. I can tell. I'm bored and boring. I need a job. NO I don't want a job, I quit my job SO I could stay home. I am bored at home....I want a job that I can bring my baby with me.

It's warm here today....it will be a good run.

OK HI! So I'm Pam. Not THE Pam but A Pam.
I live in Southern Ontario, Canada. I am currently unemployed, having quit my shitty shit shit job after my maternity leave was up. I've taken up running in my last 6 months and love it. L-O-V-E IT!

I apparently have nothing to say today....I sort of want to rant and roar about people having their xmas lights and TREES STILL up on this very day. But I am thinking no...save that, for a day when they already know I'm insane.

But I am really, WHY? WHY turn the Xmas lights on now? What is there to be festive about? What are you doing? I understand(ish) the lights BEFORE xmas...you turn them on in anticipation...DURING xmas I can live with and quite often I myself have xmas lights on. But immediately following New Year's Day (this year I confess it was Boxing Day when Santa came in off the front step), I turn my lights off and the tree comes down. I wonder how these people feel coming home and turning on the Xmas tree in Feb? Do they have big black x's all over January's days counting down to NEXT Xmas? That's insane..really.

OK it;s EARLY in the morning...I hve been trying to get this damn this to post to my webspace on my ISP to no avail so I gave up.

Getting the kid of to school.

More later...when I shall introduce myself

bleh blah blah

ok
a new test.

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